Thanks for the quick reply:)

And again Wow! I say that a lot on here it seems, but how can I not with the awesome truths here!

Back to the Wow..hehe, Ii in my 43yrs have never heard this put as simply and wonderfully as you did here:

“But when we are having fellowship, there we start with Jesus and by inspiration of the Holy Spirit. We talk to Jesus, we meet with Him, we have can enjoy His presence and the Holy Spirit’s presence in us. Once we have established fellowship with Jesus, our Brother, our Friend, our Saviour, He will guide us into the fellowship with the Father. That is how I see it according to scripture and Jesus teachings.”

I have always questioned my approach to this, because of the false teachings I have encountered, and also the argument that they although are three are also one and the same.

But thank you for clearing that up, those dang unfamiliars had fuddled that simple truth up for me, but now it is clear:)

Health and Happiness

Glad to see you back. Hey!, of course you are welcome to discuss spiritual things with people seeking to search and discover the things of God. I just meant that you should maybe for a while not speak about things too spiritual to poeple not open to it and giving you opposition. If your sister is seeking these things like this, join up, share and enjoy the truth of the kingdom with each other! Share your experiences and build each others faith.

When we pray, we pray to the Father always, not to Jesus. We pray to the Father as Jesus has taught His disciples. We pray and worship the Father in the name of Jesus, giving recognition that we know who we are in Christ Jesus and what He has done to open the way into the throne room and God’s presence for us. But when we are having fellowship, there we start with Jesus and by inspiration of the Holy Spirit. We talk to Jesus, we meet with Him, we have can enjoy His presence and the Holy Spirit’s presence in us. Once we have established fellowship with Jesus, our Brother, our Friend, our Saviour, He will guide us into the fellowship with the Father. That is how I see it according to scripture and Jesus teachings. The Holy Spirit always takes us to Jesus, Jesus is our entrance ti the Father.

Remember that we have already obtained the right to enter into Fathers presence, and we can enter in with thanksgiving and praise and by the name of Jesus. Practice fellowship with Jesus, rely on the empowerment and leading of the indwelling Holy Spirit and worship and pray to the Father. Read my latest article on fellowship with Jesus.

As you can see, we are all on our way, we don’t have it yet. First you do it by faith. not by experiences. You will see results and anointing on your life if you do it by faith, like I did. I don’t have experiences every time I try to have fellowship with Jesus in heaven. I use God’s gift to mankind, faith and visualization. It’s God who will create it into reality if I keep on knocking like this. In the mean time, I do see people healed and I do see miracles some times, not always, because God want me to keep pressing in and get rid of my carnal nature, this can take a life time. Doesn’t matter how far we get, as long as we desire to learn and grow.

If the universe is 1 year old, we are only here for about 11 milliseconds, it is the time we have to seek to grow. We might not (and I have not yet seen anyone accept Jesus) reaching perfection in that little spark of time.

All God requires is that we stay focused and keep on trying, even when we fall. It will be reckoned to you that you have done well, you good and trustworthy child of God.

That’s how God sees you.

God bless!

Philip

Wow….almost speechless reading your kind post to me. Here the battle is still waging, I am following the instructions daily from Philip, except the part about speaking about the truths to my sister on our daily walks through the hills, confessing aloud with our mouths the words of God, I don’t know how deeply she believes but she is putting herself out there and saying them , this is a massive change , from just only a couple of short months ago, she would never have said anything like this then.

Sorry about that Philip, but I cannot help myself, I feel like I will explode…literally if I do not speak about him. She wants to speak about all the troubles and tribulations from the carnal existence and the only answer I have comes from the wisdom and knowledge I have from God, I do not entertain the knowledge that I have gained from my own carnal experience, it to me is garbage.

Anyway it has been two weeks since I last felt him, I continue to ask him why and ask for his presence but so far only silence, no great healing has happened yet, but this is only fueling my fire, new prayers and dialogues are opening up as I continue to press in. I will not give up, as I do not accept this limited carnal existence that I am having, I want more, I want to walk in heavenly places with him, I want to talk with him face to face.

But like I mentioned, this is a battle, the unfamiliars try and demoralize me, demotivate me, if I was not on fire one day they are quick to remind me of my failings, I feel that this stuff is so basic, that I have known these things all my life, and yet I am struggling with this, it can get frustrating, but I will not give up.

Anyway I have a question that may seem a little…well stupid. When I am seeking the presence, I have always asked the Father, should I maybe be asking Jesus? The same goes when I pray, there are times when I don’t even end the prayer in Jesus name. And when I am talking with God, should I instead be talking to Jesus? I ask this because of the scriptures “no one comes onto the Father, except through me” etc.

Health and Happiness
Garth

Just want to drop in and ask how are things.

God bless, check out Shad’s comment, I think you could relate to him.

God bless!

I went to a year course at a charismatic church after I matriculated, worked alot in very very poor areas with people, healing, teaching, you name it. I found God a year earlier and had awsome experiences just like you with Him. This ended all abrubtly because of my desire for more of God…

Since I was small, I could not understand a God of love, one who tells Simon Peter to forgive his brother 70 x 7 times (never stop forgiving in other words) but the man who were born in sin and did not find Him, He banishes for all eternity?

hmmm…. quite a quest and the price was heavy. I found my answers, but it costed my life. I got ripped of all I held dear, rejection from every single person I can remember back then except for one apart from God. Lost my greatest love, family and alot of friends frowned, even the church joined the fray. Took me 3 years to recover.

A very good thing to get stripped, today I have nothing to lose but everything to live for. I do not get affected by harsh realities of life. Now let me put this in context, I am still working on alot of these things, but they do not affect my quality of mind and life, my soul is truelly free from worry or sadness.

I think what I’m trying to say is, I see myself in your life now, except for the sickness part, but I can see 80% of the things I can really relate too. There is answers out there people will crucify you for, the christian world, sinners, everyone. All you have is the one who loved you first. Nothing else matters, my life is forfeit… If I do not die in my soul, others will die. Someone must always pay the price for the many…

I am starting a personal blog spot on Philip’s ezfaith site, it will be called “Echoes of the Everliving”, this spot will feed information on my daily walk with God to people. How to get intouch with his spirit for the first time and how to do that after fallbacks, How his spirit feels, how to seperate your soul from your spirit and decerning between the two (since they are so very alike in the beginning) , the energy of the spirit in your body and how to channel it, and alot more topics that has to do with where the metal meets the meat. There is alot of Theory out there, but not how it feels, operates, the dynamics of the spirit, things that sound foreign to the bulk christiandome.

People don’t know how Jesus smells like, people don’t always hear waterfalls when they pray, they don’t feels free inside, it’s just something they read in the bible and the best thing of all is…

Everyone can do it and there is more intense and intimate experiences to be had than I did. I will start to realease this content from my personal logged journal and new experiences within the week, it’s is there for others to understand and relate with their own feelings so they know what it is they experience and feel.

You offcourse can e-mail and question as much as you feel like it, you felt him before Garth, you can do it again and I believe to have the way so you can walk it yourself. It’s hard and I want to you understand that along the line I also betrayed the relationship I had with him. You work twice as hard to get it back then. Everything has a price, and you pay it with your soul….

About that blank you see in prayer, feelingless motion of nothingness: Don’t worry, it passes, it’s a phase. Took me 3 months to keep my motivation and tenacity up, I sat in prayer REFUSING to feel sad or demotivated about it, I flared my soul up with a blood craze for His presence! To hell with my stupid feeling of failling and sadness!

I DO NOT ACCEPT DEFEAT CAUSE I’M A LION !!!!

never give up garth, you fight that soul and body of yours till it lays in blood, you’re a paladin of light and your feud is the darkness in your soul: sadness, hate, demotivation, fleshliness all of those little dark secrets man are born with. Demons use them as footholds in our life. If you feel like hate, love. If you feel like demotivation, be motivated. You’re gonna irretate the hell outa those demons till they leave you be. Don’t be fooled, we all have familiars messing with us, they are gonna put up a fight. In your soul, your friends, family they will turn everything against you. This leaves you with only one question my friend….

How much do you REALLY want the Lord, How much do you wanna feel His life giving love in your self, something you feel, not just read about.

Hope to hear from you soon…. ;

Thankyou for all your help and suggestions, I am trying to speak in tongues (practicing) does not even sound like a language…hehe, I am also doing the gateways and saying the Prophecy for life, some of it is kinda hard to make out with the accent, but I am making out ok.

I cannot wait when all this wisdom and knowledge the Father has given me comes to life, oh and thankyou for the private e-mail as well, skimmed it, will read more of it later today.

What a glorious life you have had, and what a strong testimony, hopefully someday soon I will to have a strong testimony to offer those in need like you have.

To be honest I feel kinda like an idiot, all the wisdom and knowledge and the presence of the Father I have received and I am in this state, it is a little embarrassing. But a little humility compared to staying in my current state is well worth it.

Health and Happiness

If you’re willing to try this, I want to give you homework. Instead of confessing God’s love and provision to other people, I would like you to do the following for one month, and if possible, every day.

I want you to speak the Prophecy for Life verbally and by heart over your own life. Prophecy with conviction of heart and put your faith and aggression into each statement. Realize what each statement means and know that, that is what God wrote for YOU. Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God.

I believe with you that this is going to change your mindset and your future.

And keep on working on the gateways, that is a long term process. In the mean, God will see your faith and your obedience, and He will reward you. Do this in private, it’s between you and God. He will reward you in the open.

You have confessed, and that is good, you have called onto God and that is good. Now you will start to take authority and manifest what is already in the spiritual in the physical.
Don’t kill the seed with negative thoughts and speech, keep on growing it by prophesying over it. God answers your prayers, you manifest it with faith.

I will follow you in the spirit.

Blessings and power to you!